may 4th, 2001 / eleven fifty five pm
the serenity of solitude as rain falls outside the window pen in hand crumpled paper on the floor incomplete, troubled thoughts in his mind look past all the confusion the burning fireplace the loud music the empty liquor bottles look at the boy watch him as he loses his innocence watch him lose his faith watch as he learns the burden he must bear as he learns about being a "man" daddy told him to shut his mouth to never say a word that all dads do this with their sons daddy told him it was supposed to hurt "it will make you a man son" and "this is the way the world works" now look at that boy. as he dangles from the celing, pen, now fallen from his hand, skin, white, and cold. so this is growing up? i'd rather die young.
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