may 5th, 2002 / 7:28 a.m.

can we start again,
go back to what it meant back then
open minds and open hearts?
the things that set us apart.

i'm trying to go back to what it was that made me so appealing in the first place. i'm trying to remember i'm only 19, and though i can see you in my life till i'm 91 i shouldn't have to worry about that now. i'm trying not to hold on too tight, even though i'm scared you'll fly away it doesn't matter...as long as you come back. i'm trying to believe your emotions as well as my own. i'm trying to make sure i'm everything you need me to be and acknowledging the fact that you're everything i need you to be.

i'm acknowledging the fact that i can't need you...but that i can want you very very badly.

i once said that i'm just a boy letting go of his heart.

i'm trying to take some of it back...

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