june 30th, 2002 / 10:58 p.m.

if i was as educated as some, i could express my words to you using great parallels to the stars, and quote famous poets at the perfect moments, using the perfect phrases, with the perfect rhymes, if i was more talented i'd write you a song that would sell millions and mean everything to everyone, but you'd know it was only for you.

if i wasn't so awkward i'd make all the right moves at all the right times.

if i wasn't so in love i wouldn't be trying to do all these things for you knowing that i'm going to fail regardless.

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