november 25th, 2003 / 2:05 a.m.

the only restaining ill be doing is the kind where i'll bite my tounge so hard it bleeds so that i can spit in your face with the most venom possible. i'll watch you disgrace yourself with the most grace you can gather. it's so obvious how you work. and it's so obvious that it's not working. try as hard as you can and you still won't be trying anything new. (i'll watch you fall and fail and flail at something so out of your reach..everything i am you're not.) these are not threats but promises.

and oh girl, i'd never hurt you.

but i wish someone would.

i'll sign my letters xoxo

x to represent the slash marks i'll make and o for oh my..

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