september 23th, 2004 / 11:13 p.m.

another night spent crying myself to sleep. everywhere i look i see people with their happiness. and i know that they deserve it, but don't i deserve it too? if only a little bit? i don't know whos toes i stepped on to get where i am, but i'm truly sorry..

i don't want to feel this way anymore. i don't want to be this lonely anymore.
can't you see that this is killing me?
can't you see this is fucking killing me

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