may 13th, 2005 / 5:39 a.m.

it's never ending. constant bitterness and biting words. each one of us trying to make points. but who's keeping score? and who's winning? i'm pretty sure i'm losing cause i feel like a loser, but you don't seem too happy either. ever just want to quit? just stop faking it? maybe it's the lack of sleep, or the death surrounding me..but something isn't right here. i feel like i'm waiting for something but i'm not sure what. a beginning? an end? something.

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