March 27, 2006 / 8:41 p.m.

I'm really starting to see the effects of the fact that I'm growing older. I was asked to be an usher at one of my good friends weddings today. One of my friends. My age. Getting married.

Yikes.

I'm 23 years old and still as maladjusted and awkward as I was when I was 16. I still get rediculous crushes on girls who probably look at me as pathetic and hopeless.

Everything is moving so fast, and I really need to find a rewind button, go back to a point where I can pinpoint exactly where I made the first of many bad decisions, and try to get myself on the right path.

God can things things get more fucked right now?

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