august 10th, 2004 / 12:37 a.m.

i've put my neck on the tracks so many times that i have scars permanently burned into my skin. how many times will i risk myself for my friends, for the people i care about, and not have someone do the same? i'm putting myself out there on almost a daily basis letting myself be martyed and misunderstood just so that your days go by a little smoother..

i'm being crucified for caring too much, and not being selfish. i'm punishing myself for being compassionate.

when will someone put their neck on the tracks for me? stare down the oncoming train not caring what awaits them...

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